getting kind of bored waiting for lessons (i think is match lecture) so lets camwhore again=))

shows our love for litang<3

ms ng not around during pw..everyone is BORED><

whee. my eyepatch and sharon's uh, fake eyes=)

mine and sharon's STANDING HAIR=))

more of it=]

my sports uniform=D


and not to forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYING!!! love you loads and hope you had loads of fun! wishing you all the best and hope you can have a never-ending flow of takopachi<3

jiaying and jiayi, on 174 on our way to town

birthday girl cuts her.... peanut-butter-condensed-milk french toast

take two with jiayi

take three

my spicy pork noodle which must have contain like 1000000000 calories

more food

jiayuan's soya sauce chicken. mmm

jiaying's roast pork noodle.

and.......... now it's ALL GONE=p

meisiew and i stoning

woohoo. ice cream toast=)

polished off within a min=D

before we all say byebye...

take two and its time to go=))

我找到有人陪葬了。而且不只一个，是很多个。

i saw them already. and the sushi i ate for dinner with jiaying jiayi meisiew and siying at KAP nearly came out. i mean seriously, YUCK.

ok, shall talk abit about syf pracs and again someone forgot to open the pe studio. did routines and warmups for training. the pair work thing really hurts, and its not just ouch, its OUCH. shall curl up and roll away the next time dan appears in 2m proximity.
*does that sound like a hedgehog or what -____________-'''

雨过天晴后，有灿烂的彩虹

just realised that my plight is slightly insignificant in comparison to someone else's one. seriously, _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ is one NICE guy. since 3 years ago, and now there's four more to go. all i can say is, why am i even BOTHERING with these stupid people? the world's not that bad a place actually.

其实，退一步就会发现另一片海阔天空。

decided to stop being so emo and annoying, so on a happier note, here are some photos!!

to all ares people, please vote for ARESGIZERS k, cause they are spending ALOT of time on your nice gimmicks!!yes, there will be a second wave of gimmicks for you people on voting day, so look out!

ehh? leaves or.....
looks so rubbishy..
more trash??
jinyang hard at work
yiming posing while jinyang still working..tsk tsk

ehh?
looks familiar=))
woohoo. check this out!!
jinyang's LARGE collection of posters and postcards
hard at work again, jinyang yiming and kaijun

its me now! and yiming on jinyang's bed=p
woosh, that was a pillow thrown by kaijun, damn cool
laughs till we ache
wahaha, so rewarding and serves to soothe my frazzled nerves after convo with litang on the phone
more posters=))

look at jinyang's collection of belts-___-
messed up bed.hee
err, too much into geog?
yiming in misty and BIG toilet
oops, kinda blur, but jinyang sure has a HUGE collection of shoes!!!

went jinyang's house with yiming and kaijun to help them with their gimmicks. and guess what i learnt today? there's just so much that i can MAKE A LIST:

1) i am screwed quite long ago, but only managed to SENSE it on tue
2) i am not the only screwed one, litang is TOO
3) not only are we screwed, we are also WEIRD
5) we are the WRONG person, someone else is MORE involved
5) there are so many CONVERSATIONS; too many in fact
6) these conversations reveal WAY TOO MUCH, accidentally
7) more and more people are getting HALF versions, which will KILL us
8) we need to wear paper bags to school tmr
9) we also need to figure out how to convince the admin to let us change class
10) we must start digging our own graves or buying our own coffins

what i sweet life i have

i feel like stabbing myself.thanks
sharon
litang
songping
jiaying
jiayuan
helen
ryan.t
for listening and sympathizing with my HORRIBLE situation.
(but pls abosolute SHHH k)

but seriously, there is no 天理at all. i'm not sent home, i'm not talked to, i'm NOTHING.

so why bother, WHY BOTHER?

i should just go stab HIM(S) instead, maybe it'll make my life easier.

argh, syf is just round the corner and we are so not prepared. the ramp came today and it looks not bad. it feels wobbly though, but the effect is rather good, esp at the end when the 6 pro-ers walk up and emo.nice=) going to ucc tmr, hopefully we can make most out of the 1hour desinated time. if not, we are really so dead. tayhaoran will also be going and help us do sai-gang on the request of kelvintoh=)) looks like someone else will be lugging the luggage and umbrellas for us tmr.


if knowledge is power, someone in 07a11 is holding onto NUCLEAR WEAPONS...

thank GOODNESS im not in s63. they were made to do the difficult ques for the econs lecture timed assignment. haha, yay. but still i missed out a point cause no time plus i didnt really memorised well enough. oh well. hopefully wont fail=))

stayed back after sch to help the ARESGIZERS paint their banner. its really NICE!! with all the black red and gold. and hopefully the future fac head and hpy wont screw up anymore *evil grins* then went curry wok cause thai noodle closed. saw alot of hc people. the other arts people, weiting yada yada. pigged (oh no, my diet is RUINED, as usual) than yakked (as usual) than HOME.

argh, GP essay tmr. SO SIAN><

econs test tmr, but no worries-- our saviour KJ RULES!! for the A11-ers, im sure you will all agree with me, for the rest, this is our open secret=))

hopefully i wont fail econs this time round, but if i do, i will have to treat litang to daohuay for two days. and if she does, i'll get free wedges from asian fusion=)) but i think we will both we dissappointed, well, i HOPE we will both be dissappointed.

rehearsals was SCREWED today. seriously. half the actors werent here, and those that were here didnt really do a gd job. i'd blow if i were laoshi. we are really killing her with our lack of responsibility and immaturity. hopefully we can all graduate with some grace.

its been kinda long since i last posted. Bleahh, but what’s passed has passed, so lets move on=))

but some pointers:
happy belated birthday marilyn
welcome 2nd intakers
ares rocked during games day
jiayou ARESGISERS!!! you can do it=D
math is -_______-'''
geog essay(S) are even more -_______-'''
econs test on mon (but can be prepared at home -- guess it wont make much of a diff to me since i dont know ANYTHING at all><)
mom's birthday ytd, so HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
shawn's birthday tmr, so HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY
yvonne's birthday on mon, so HAPPY EARLY EARLY BIRTHDAY

went swirl after CT to bond with the 2nd intakers, unfortunately they all have to leave quite early and some cant even make it=( pigged out and played murderer. than went to play polar bear. oac people had to leave to go marina for steamboat. so even lesser people around. whats left of us went mad jack for dinner. after dinner the gg is back at work and talked. ALOT. but mostly abt lame and baichi stuff so its ok i guess.

hanakimi is NICE and highly recommended=)) for once, i did not hate a single character for a tw drama! quan, xiuyi, shenle all ROCKS <3

有人说，家丑不可外扬，但人家都已经找上门来了，还要躲到什么时候？面对的确需要要很大的勇气，但是你有错在先，怎么可以一直逃避？你说你睡不着，其实，大家为你的事，也都睡不着。

贪、嗔、痴

人类太脆弱了

oh man! meiling you rule!!!clarice and liuqian rule too!!!they were totally pro and hot and sexy and rocked the stage like nobody's business.the dance was really GOOD and meiling sang like a QUEEN=))

the ten bucks was rather woth it, except i realised that yongquan has loads to say about people's hair><

today was...rather memorable. even though i didnt take back any results or what so ever. but i had a first time in _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _=)) go buy a vowel and figure, haha. a'levels released today, and the first two people i asked about their results all had perfect vowels and no consonants><>

but thanks to them we all have a holiday on mon=D this may be the last time we have a good-results-holiday cause next batch of a'levels will be the pioneer ip batch. ERM.

had major yakking session with minzhi today after we visited beauty world to buy our uniforms. but probably wont be wearing them until term 2, so can have loads of time to wash and re wash cause the stupid blouse is way too stiff=(( prata was good but the tom yam seems to be giving me a slight sore throat. sian. cough not recovered yet and i have added illness.

hope to have more yak-yak sessions soon<3

bleah, i cant log on to any of the sch stuff!!emb/emb, ivle and even the sch coms-__________- like WTH *angry!!* hopefully the email which i sent to the IT guy will sort things out cause i keep relying on people to download notes and tutorials for me. minds on 11mar before huangcheng!!well, those that have read the class blog would've known already. but just to say, hope more people will go this time!!and thank goodness we wont be wearing hc shirts cause we had like negative IQ the other time we went when we played the bone and sandwich gams>< fun="))">

hmm, syf prac are getting more and more tiring, but i think we are seriously NOT READY. the dance is like not very syncro and people are still like not very sure of steps and keep forgetting stuff.

OH NO!!

we must jiayou for the coming up performance! lets all pia hard and rock the stage!!

_______________________________________________________

econs= common sense made difficult
i failed my first econs tutorial quiz by 1/2 mark =((

i feel mean
i feel dirty
i feel ANGRY

with myself>:(

should have just---well, shouldn't have---....??

ok, I DONT KNOW.


i give up

________________________________________

got back both our geog tests today. surprisingly didnt fail anything. i mean, i DID study for the physical geog, but admittedly, just browsed through; didnt really like mug or whatever. as for the human geog, i didnt even TOUCH the notes. and i mean it, i just took out the 3 sets of notes that we were supposed to be studying and just put them in my file. i wanted to go sch to read through, but apparently v-day allows no such time and mood for you to read through your geog notes. so i went to take the test not knowing anything from the notes. its my first time this yr (plus its the first test only too) and hopefully it will be the last =)) but actually, rashida would've killed us if we produced this kinda results. the ques were all give aways and if you did study, obviously would've scored like full marks or something. me and meisiew were still saying luckily she's not our teacher anymore><>

going to miss the jiaen treat tmr cause of 暗恋桃花源at the esplanade. hope that it'll be good cause i spent almost 80bucks on the tix><>

cny this year has been......well, i cant really say its boring, but maybe its just not as interesting as last year.

is it because its like so late and after so meny events already?
or is it because i have been too high recently that even a cny break doesnt seem to be able to cheer me up anymore?

or maybe its just the absence of the eighties=

vienna was good though=))



i feel like a GM-

and it feels horrid.

toknowthingsandtokeepquietandtopretendthatyoucareaboutwhatyoudontcareanddontcareaboutwhatyoureallycarefor.

am i YZARC?

hopefullyNOT-

oops. has been quite some time since i last blogged, so here goes:

HAPPY be-lated VALENTINES to all <3

and also,

HAPPY EARLY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone =))

drama feste and cross country has been the MOST upsetting event for ares...
so we MUST WIN fac dance tmr!! way to go, jiayou jiayou jiayou aresians!! we can do it man!!! we're going to ROCK the dance like nobody's businesss=DD

btw, shopping at amk hypermart has been really......HYPER. hee=))

econs lecture quiz was a breeze, all thanks to R_ _ _ T_ _ =)) THANKS ALOT! haha. wanted to treat you to chocolate at first, but decided to hold the chocolate treat until you have treated the juniors to THE LINE =DD haha, its all your own fault so stop blaming me, yiming, suayu, kaijun, zhenyang, jinyang,weijie and yufeng =p you should've spoken with more care!!

_______________________________________________________

THE LINE

jts is so fun!

esp during the run aruond games, though they were kinda tiring after awhile.

[blow-wind-blow, squirrel-&-tree, wooo!-specs-game??, musical chairs, mass phots taking]

pink panther is FUNNY. (kinda slow, but, nicole is so cute!with or w/o specs)
GREAT food and GREAT place too!

no way am i leaving now=))

i forgot.


we should play the pass-your-ez-link-around-and-LAUGH-at-everyone-else game again

:))

07a11 class blog ROCKS man. we have so many phots. haha, yay!

hmms, nothing much to say actually. i've been doing so much talking, that it may be good if i just listen:S but maybe, i was never born a good listener. minzhi!! ur voice is ok so we can contd yakking!!hee=))

err, but. dont say it because it doesnt affect you. it may affect someone else.


jts tmr, hopefully we can all bond and rock together. fac dance was rather fun just now. wanted to crash the yellow fac with jiayuan.but decided to learn from YONGQUAN or jiaying or helen or jiayi or audrey or just someone else next time. kinda tired and no more energy left. *yawns and stretches*

some lost can be so sudden that you dont even know when it hit you in the gut. OUCH. but, no other feeling.






[Mr Q]

tiredness

i dont feel it but the people around me do. they tell me i'm going to die of fatigue soon, but i'd rather die of that than of regret.

张开翅膀，自由飞翔。
假装是小鸟，真好玩




does running make you lose weight more than not eating?

i suck.


why did i even bother?!

*faints*

so much to do, so little time!


the past few days have been totally fruitful and exciting and thrilling and worth mentioning and remembering. but there are SO much to say!

so juts a few points:

1) a11 (06 and 07) both ROCKS! even though i think 07 can do better
2) i miss og21!! lets have a gathering soon people!
3) love the yak-yak sessions with MAD people!! *grins*
4) people are leaving 07a11 =(( cries *hints hints to litang*
5) litian ROCKS! cause you love tw as much as i do =)))
6) csc is BORING, esp the tutorials. should i consider taking cse?
7) math lecture SUCK; and as far as i am concern, i learn NOTHING there=((
8) hc canteen food is making me lose weight=)) haha
9) totally dreads PE =((
10) I HAVE THREE GOOD REASONS TO GO TO 07A13!!! shhh=))

outing with og 21 at town today!!

our ogl erik cmi, so sad. but luckily alisson was there=)) and we decided to go watch death water. and the SMART counter printed the wrong tickets for us. and the EVEN SMARTER us went into the wrong theatre and didnt know we watched the wrong movie until one hour later.

HAHAHA.

-___-

but everything was fun, and we took neos and had dinner=))

REGRETS! i shouldnt have tried to jump so high for the side split. now my toe is BIG and PURPLE. with the other 7 bruises that i collected from swoosh, i now have EIGHT!!

congrats to myself =))




oh no, what am i going to do next week?!!

*heart breaks*

i wanna play CT games!!
i wanna play war games!!!!

orientation day 3

mud + more water + blind folded + crawls + wiggles = SUPER FUN

even though we didnt get to play slippery slope, we get the muddy and wet game! haha. quite sad that we missed it, and alisson couldnt let us play either =((

anyway,
LOVES OG21!!
LOVES ERIK AND ALISSON!!!


say yo baby yo baby yo-O!

miss all of you!

woohoo!! orientation day two is FUN!!!!

whee!

after the long and boring talks, we had dance and songs and cheers. after that, it's the GAMES! woohoo. was at the flour station first. kinda grossed and yucky, cause the taste of flour is REAL BAD. they should use like, milo powder or something =)) hee. than the MOST FUN GAME OF THE CENTUARY: SWOOSH. at first me and verena didnt really dare to play; but it looks SUPER FUN!! so we were like lets play a few times, at least 有玩过, but it was totally addictive and fun that i ended up playing ALOT. and got ALOT of bruises from it too>< hehe="))


hope that my blue blacks can disappear soon!
so ugly:((


who's gonna win gonna win gonna win?
we're gonna win gonna win gonna win!!!!!

orientation at HC day one:

the first half of the day was BORING. because it was talks and talk and more talks!! so bored >< hmms ="/" fun="))"><

pokey game is =/

i want the 40buck roxy pink wallet!



just saw this SUPER FUNNY video at youtube. go watch! promise will make you laugh like free. HEE. was laughing until i wanna die with mom and dad. really FUNNY!!!

i want it that way: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1LZVmn3p3o&NR

radio in my head: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pOJYovzHVZQ&mode=related&search

童话：http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUN2t6ahqX8&NR

as long as you love me: http://www.youtube.com/watch？v=bPeIcWR3nHo&mode=related&search=

不得不爱：http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkA31t0n1Ew&mode=related&search=

da da da: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJHrrvvUpu4&mode=related&search=

HAPPY 2007 TO EVERYONE!!!

2006 has been a great yr, full of stress and fun and emotional roller coaster ride, but nevertheless, a fruitful yr and a great grwoing up experience. quoted from someone's blog, growing up is not about receiving more birthday presents, but about thinking in a different, and hopefully more mature perspective. teenage adolscence is a terrible period to all parents. i really have to thank my mom and dad for been so understanding and kind in my sweet sixteen year. although we did have a few shouting matches and crying sessions, i hope that you two would know that you are FOREVER greatly appreciated, even if i dont say so, i really DO mean it. to all my friends out there! thanks for always been there and hope that you guys will have the greatest year 2007 ahead!


my super-seventeen new year resolutions:
1) weigh 5kg lighter
2) have lighter and less obvious eye bags (ie, sleep more)
3) stop copying/do last min/sloppy/useless homework
4) be nicer to eveyone i know
5) stop complaining so much about eveything
6) maintian a positive attitude towards all stuff
7) follow but dont believe in horoscope charts
8) save more, spend more, dont regret spending!!
9) keep my room neat
10) keep this blog alive!!

my new year wishes:
1) everyone around me would stay happy and healthy!!
2) I can stay happy and healthy and be loved and love others!!!
3) april graduating production will be GOOD
4) may 学生剧场 will ROCK the stage
5) syf will get gold with honors
6) pass most of the tests
7) promote successfully
8) pick up myself after falling
9) cry more, get stronger
10) look forward to a better 2008!! (haha, planing ahead never hurts!)


* live life to the fullest ] ]

had loads of fun with you two girls today! to anyone who likes 男人不坏女人不爱/粉粉可爱小男生, go watch death note!! the main lead is SO cute! omgosh. was totally swooning in the theatre, ven though he wasn't really the good-good guy=(( anyway, ate at some hk restaurant, and because the stupid toaster was spoiled, we cant eat the thick toast with peanut butter and sweetened milk. *fumes!!* but the french toast was not bad either. shopped at hereen, i was looking for shoes and kim for bag. both getting ready for sch reopen. saw xianhuan. then saw gongzie. but the stupid flash and splash shoes on display are ALL last pieces. so even though its like 50, 70% discount, i don't want it!! *fumes again!!* so we decided to go city hall, there are two surf shops there. the one at city link gave the same ans, all on display are last items!! crap! >:( then we went inside raffles city. there weren't even shoes there. oh well, destinated to not find my shoes today. saw jiaying!!hee. crapped with her for a while and ohhed and ahhed over some stuff too.



*gosh, do you girls (and guys) know that its morally incorrect to go to the OG list link? -__- they've captured our ip address =___=

bored><

school is re-opening in 3days. and im totally dreading it. kinda missed NY now, its not that im going to hate HC or anything, just IM FEELING SUPER JITTERY AND NOT AT EASE!! jiaying!!help! how.... *sighs* found out that the HC/NY community is really small,
cause nic and andrew both knows yuxuan
-__-
and they are kinda surprised that i know him
-______-

nvm, we're all going to know each other next yr.

gosh, i really DONT want 3jan to come!!!!

2006 HC, SR, NJ Henderson dance camp, organised by DAN :))

ENJOYABLE:
funk(or is it fun? :s) jazz
choreography (the reverse/backwards one=])
gossip sessions=))
POLAR BEAR!
WACKO!!
DAN'S HIP HOP CRASH COURSE!!!

enjoyable:
lunch
jelly-bean sessions
classical choreography
make-up classes (maybe the part where she did demo on SOME people (coughs coughs) esp the other sex IS rather funny=])

enjoyable:
dan's master class (its STILL under enjoyable cause it was SUPER sweaty, so can lose weight)


but overall everything was still quite fun:))

cranium.

THAT, is a very difficult board game ><

i'd rather play ugly

UGLY
UGLY
UGLY

just like the truth that we are all about to learn some day :))




你的脸透漏着和她做的梦

girls, please DO NOT attempt to walk along boat quay (the shops and pubs and clubs and stuff) alone. if you really have no choice,

i suggest you RUN.

that was what i had to do anyway, and can you believe it, its only like 8plus at night. people kept approaching me and ask if i wanted to go in or if i wanted to have a drink or if they can treat me to a drink. and i mean WEIRD people. so i was like BRISK WALKING very very very BRISKLY.

-whew!

it was SUCH a relief to reach raffles place mrt station.

sweet sixteen christmas may not be that bad actually

even though only i fell asleep at around 4 this morning (was thinking about some stuff) PLUS (had a super real and kinda scary dream ><) we had to wake up early and prepare the food and start making our way to ecp REAL early we reached there around 9plus. and as usual, we're EARLY!! yay.haha. and everyone else came, except SOME PEOPLE, due to CERTAIN REASONS. than we started to cycle. gosh, i've never tried cycling SO far. to kim: we ROCK man!! WOOHOO* hee. than it was time from BR-unch. nothing much to eat, but was fun still. than went for bowling. SUCK at it, but who cares. go u-AUG!! strike and spare like free!! haha. than went DDR like free. whoop! we're really pro together kim!!haha. lets find someday and play again!hee=)) and everyone wanted to go home. so i followed kimmy and bev home, took a shower at their place and borrowed some clothes and flats. you girls have LOADS of NICE tops, skirts, jeans, belts, bags!!! than me and kim went bugis. wanted to watch night in museum, but....SOLD OUT. *angrys!!!* so we decided to go SHOP and EAT. bought a 46buck black-grey top at topshop. its NICE. and i DONT regret! kim bought this pair of SUPER posh and classy platforms/wedges from outfitters. she wanted to get the peep-toe ones at first, but then we saw the crossed-ribbon one. and we're like "THIS IS NICER!!" even though its like higher, im sure you will walk gracefully and at ease kim!! go go go=)) so after spending freely, we decided to go get a GOOD meal. it was sakae's at first. but the queue was LOOOONNNGG. so we swopped to next door thai restaurant. the 19.90+++ eat-all-you-can dinner buffet was not bad. kim treated me, so i'll give her a dim sum treat on 31st. its a deal! we talked like ALOT. and i rally mean ALOT. we stayed at the shop for more than an hour. and talked about - STUFF *evil grins* than it was tim eto go home when both our moms called/smsed together.BYE, but see you soon!



i should seriously stop complaining about my christmas, cause its really quite fun:))

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
圣诞节欢喜！！

希望大家的圣诞都过得很热闹愉快！这是个充满温暖与爱的季节，希望大家都能像小悦、阿猛一样幸福快乐！

但是...

even a hot soak in the tub failed to soothe my frazzled nerves.

i wanted to scatter some red rose petals and add in some scented bubble bath foam.

but i only found dried chrysanthemum and ph5.5 body shower.
which is obviously NOT creating any mood at all.

even the clear water turned greyish blue thanks to the turquoise-colored esemtan body foam.



my chrismas is DOOMED to fail -______-


like always

let's play a game.

we pretend we are birds in a cage for a day.

1st hour: you said that everything was so high up and fun. we should try it more often.

2nd hour: you said that despite the bars obstructing our view, the scenery is breath-taking.

3rd hour: you said that the breeze is really refreshing in such heights.

....................
10th hour: you complain that you have phobia for heights.

11th hour: you complain that the breeze is too cold.

12th hour: you complain that the cages is suffocating.

13th hour: you complain about everything.


you know what?
maybe you're complaining because you aren't used to the confined space.
maybe you're complaining because this is your first time.
maybe you're complaining because to you, this is just a game.

maybe i'm not complaining because this is MY LIFE.

fashion suicide

tsk tsk. i used to be crazy over royal punk. than it was sweet punk. that cute punk.
FINALLY. after i spent so much money on cute punk, i suddenly realised that i prefer funk punk -_- its so hard to find something that you like and suits you!!

and what's with the heels? damn it --
im depleting the entire plaster supply in the household.

but who cares? i just wanna be TALL

guess what i want for christmas?




i want to DIE

woohoo. i am in love again. 林峰is so cute!! esp as 赖神医. he must end up in a happily ever after - else i'm not watching anymore ><

oh no, im in love with the bad guy again.

or should i say, im in love with the WRONG guy again.

my dream christmas:

.
..
...
....
.....

i tried so hard to think of what i want this christmas, but it took me a whole minute to realise, that i what i want is lesser to know and not more for a burden. this is my first christmas, where i ask for nothing, but i am actually asking for everything :)]

影子最爱太阳
小影最爱晴天

喜欢你没有道理

wee! writing christmas cards can be such a chore, but its super fun too! haha. im DETERMINED to get them sent out today!! no matter what happens, rain or shine, i swear i'm going to get them sent out TODAY!! haha. so remember to check your letter boxes soon friends!!!

我梦见了一道门，好想伸出手，把它打开，进入另一个世界。但我没有钥匙，也没有勇气。也许，两年后的约定，早已有了定局。有人不知不觉，比我抢先，走进了那到门。

两年前，
我失约了，
两年后，
我还有资格遵守约定吗？

三个月的爱情魔咒

你真的不必担心，因为你早已抓住了他的心。
我和他之间，其实，

什么都没有。

不过却让我又想哭的感觉。
倒立，真地会让泪水不留出来吗？

[假装多好]

听了又听的东西，让人感到厌烦，让人感到疲累。但不断的重复却是一种肯定，让人有种安全感。我承认我害怕，但因为我的粉红世界突然多了好多片黑暗。我正在坚强假装，希望大家之间都能留下一丝丝的缝隙，不让我真地会被逼得喘不过气来。

convoluted web of lies.

basically, we had the roles and job scope and perfomance date settled. and there was alot of talking. alot of UNOFFICIAL and PERSONAL talking.

stop js-ing me!!!
just go away!

狂风暴雨前的天使之吻pasta

everything seems so quiet and peaceful afer the hectic week on both personal and working stuff.
BUT
i have a bad feeling about tmr.
seriously

ok. i wanted to keep everything simple in thr first place, but just cant resist to type in a blow by blow account of what had happened, since there are many juicy details which are rather worth mentioning:)]

went to yonghao's house around 2 plus. it was raining really heavily, and even under an umbrella, i was dripping wet. went to his house to dump my stuff and changed into a dryer top. than we went to airport to send liting off. walked in the rain with only one umbrella cause SOMEONE refused to use it. but was on the same train as tzehui and yonglin, so we went there together. met zhaorong there. so the five of us sent liting and jasmine off to phuket to dive and have fun. than we went back and started playing a super brain needed board game called cash flow. its kinda fun at first when we were selling shares and stuff, but after awile, i kinda let yonghao take over all my stuff and be my personal accountant cause its really getting dry and boring. than we had dinner. it was good as usual. than it was majong time!!didnt lost alot of money in the end. then tzehui and yonglin had to leave, so we all went to have a bath and then cause we were all kinda hungry, we decided to go to the near by coffee shop to have some super mid night supper. i totally didnt expect that they still have zi cha, so we ordered onion omelette, pan fried tofu and egg, pork ribs and fried seabass in oyster sauce. food never tasted so good. maybe its because of the timeing i guess. when we are finally full and satisfied,we went back and started to gossip and talk. contents are highly sensitive, so the author has the right to deny all sharing of information. then we went to his bedroom to sleep at around 6plus?it was SOOOOO cold that even with my own sweater and yuxuan's oversized soft ball top, i still needed a pair of super thick jeans from yonghao which i managed to fit into only one side of the pants hole. zhenhan! i want that picture so send to me!!haha. than our dear host went to have his beauty sleep and it was almost IMPOSSIBLE to wake him up. but when he did, we all decided to leave and go home and brood over the potential gossips and heal our wounds.

oh man. i used to hate people that rant and rave over small matters. but sometimes i really cannot sto myself from screaming myself hoarse.

"WHATS WITH THE TOADS AND THE TOAD EGGS AND THE TOAD POO?"

i really dont mean to be mean. and crazy. and naggy. and sound whiny.

so as to not rant and rave anymore, i decided to MOVE HOUSE to bedok court, bedok ave 3, blk 279.


at the air port: bye and have a fun journey to liting and jasmine!!

back at yonghao's house:
buddy was crazy like free
the majong were shiok like free
the midnight zi cha was exciting like free (never knew they opened till so late)
the talking on the phone with *certain people* was exhilarating like free
the verse that yonghao played for me was funny like free
the gossips and scandals are explosive like free
the bed room was cold like free
some people slept like free
and in general, everything was GREAT LIKE FREE!!!

haha. im talking like buddy's annoying owner who keeps hitting me with the cushions, ball and guitar. not to mention bugging me with annoying questions and keeping me away from the air con room. BUT, thanks for the hospitality!!!

but the 5 people (including me) should rmb to keep our mouths shut and keep all information within ourselves, or else there will be no more explosive sessions in future :)] looks forward and CIAO!

this is so scary everyone is hiding behind a mask and complaining about each other. we are forced to live in the virtual yey reality world. am i making sense?

actually, does it really matter? we're all going to die anyway

this is seriousy very bad. i cant even save myself.

darn it.

damnit

bloody hell. i am such a lousy person. i'm seriously going to burn in hell after i die.SHIT

whee

hope that our show will be good. dont need BIG success, but at least a success.

BUT, i have a bad feeling. its kinda difficult to shake it off, and i cant explain it, maybe im just being paranoid, so hope things will turn out okay.

shall go get busy, everyone let's jiayou together!!

had a long and inspirationak talk with ______ . i realised i really AM so bloody naive. maybe its time to start pushing the curtains away and stick my head out of the window. better still, i should just jump out and die. no. that's just a lousy metaphor. i should step out of the door and see more feel more experience more and learn more. and come back and feel bad about myself ><

maybe its not so nice to know everything. when you know everything, you start to set expectations for yourself. and the more you know, the higher expectations you set for yourself. and the more you know, you know the lesser you know. am i making sense? whatever, i didnt write this for anyone.

im so high that i fell so hard when the phone call came

sometimes its always better to be clear of who you are. make wise wishes. for you never know they may come true.

ahh! i SAW it.hehe. was soooo tempted to tag but.shall not be mean.heh.
jiaying! i cant find your blog! hope audrey DID put up my link then you can link me first!sorry ><

just saw e pics and videos from____

err.thats kinda intruding to privacy?!growls but at least i wasnt inside. haha. so nvm. keep uploading them until im inside.haha.

quiz

this is from yuxuan's blog.guess im really kinda bored to go read AND bring it over and ans ><

1) How old do you wish you were? 18
2) Where were you when 911 happened? at my old house
3) What do you do when vending machines steal your money? bang it and stick in another coin?
4) Do you count yourself kind? not really
5) If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? arm
6) If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? jap
7) Do you know your neighbours? quite ok
8) What do you consider a vacation? shopping and cold weather
9) Do you follow your horoscope? rather closely
10) Would you move for the person you loved? definitely
11) Are you touchy feeling? am i touchy feeling?guess so
12) Dream job? millionaire's wife, haha. not sure
13) Favorite channel(s)? 56!! settv
14) Favorite place to go on weekends? anywhere
15) Showers or Baths? baths if i can afford the time
16) Do you paint your nails? duh
17) Do you trust people easily? yes ><
18) What are your phobias? too many to list
19) Do you want kids? yups
20) Do you keep a handwritten journal? on my 13th one already
21) Where would you rather be right now? im happy where i am now:))
22) Who makes you feel warm and fuzzy? hmms.no one yet so far. hope to meet that person soon!
23) Heavy or light sleeper? heavy only on my own bed
24) Are you paranoid? quite
25) Are you impatient? very!!
26) Who can you relate to? diff people in diff aspects
27) What's your favorite pick-up line? nada
28) What's your main ringtone on your mobile? it just vibrates
29) What were you doing at midnight last night? unpacking, sleeping
30) What did the last text on your cellphone say? mentions something about SM...
31) Whose bed did you sleep in last night? MINE
32) What color shirt are you wearing? pink, duh
33) Name three things you have on you at all times? heart, brain, fingers
34) What color are your bed sheets? pink with red and white hearts
35) How much cash do you have on you right now? nil
36) What is your favorite part of the chicken? egg?
37) What's your favorite town/city? ....so far taipei
38) I can't wait till..? i meet my true love
39) What did you have for dinner last night? rice, veggie, soup, prawn, chicken and CONC ROSE SYRUP
40) Do you own a gun? water gun? ><
41) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? milo
42) Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs? singapore
43) Last thing you ate? spaghetti
44) What songs do you sing in the shower? i usually keep my mouth shut
45) Last thing that made you laugh? smile pasta episode 17 last part. SO SWEET
46) Worst injury you've ever had? err, chipped tooth?
47) What's your favorite candy? DARK CHOCOLATE
48) What song do you want played at your funeral? i just want to have a pink coffin. i havent thought about the song
49) Ten random people to do this? ><
50) Say 'Goodbye' to yourself? bye bye

dance

dance = tirinG. but hope we can do well=)) and hope that our main dancers will stay with us!! *hints hints* *coughs coughs* *winks winks* yada yada

yay! JR managed to get the piano

the ice has finally meted

thawed and alive and continues blogging.


[MISSING] is fun. good food and good place to sleep. (gosh.who am i kidding) but is was fun all the same.i never knew i was SO un-observent. and that rides to bukit batok and bedok were so long. there is actually a chiku road and rambutan road in singapore.

water gun-ing is NOT childish. it is just a way of relieving our childhood memories.

the achievements/sitting on each other/thigh ache game ROCKS.
but you can't play it again with the same people. that's just too bad.

where'e the postman? i have a message

to: the public/everyone
a big THANKYOU and i LOVE all of you
from: huitian